Because I care about your feelings more than mine

Im typical person who always care at everything. Even though your crush tell the story about yours, I do care. Maybe from start care at people such as Start something small. 

The bigger the dream the harder it is to accomplish so I take baby steps. It’s the little things that count and in time, they will grow to something bigger. Maybe I could being care by people out there, too.

Sometimes that feeling always kills. I want to be that person too, maybe its not the right time, i will wait till the end of time for it :)


The first ramadhan without uni. I miss my childhood. When Ramadhan become be a thing looked forward to by me. I remember when I went to Mosque and not for prayer but playing dakochan with my friends and felt in love with someone (eh i dunno why maybe its only monkeys’ love).

 And…. tonight, i was wondering about person who i just saw it in Mosque. he’s tall, have a good sense in fashion (while its baju kokoh), not-so-white, i still remember how he saw me from that bulilding (because in Islam women and men cannot be together). Ahhhh lovely night. See you in another sholat, Anak pak RT. :) 

Your, M.


Halo, Palembang. It’s been long time not to sleep at my lovely tummy bedroom. I knew the colour of my coom has changed since my sister’s wedding. Pink-purple to white. Okay. Maybe my mom want me to be a classy girl, not girly girl. *hell yeah*

I had a great journey, though.

It was 10:50 in long queues in airport immigration. Until time show 11.05.

My heart skip a beat.

I drag my suitcase in a hurry don’t care about people see it. My body feels heavy burden to carry the burden of life for carrying a laptop and other valuables things.

Until i got a finish line in front of me.


Kind person

Its the second posting, the second treat, second ice cream, and the second person who gave me Ice Cream. Actually its my second semester too. Uh ohh am I the lucky girl? I think so. Thanks a lot, ya. ☺️

Crying is the best way while you are in sad.

If i could, i want to go to that place. Looks nice. No one can bother you.

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The next three days


I start to write while everyone is sleeping. Tomorrow will be the last war that I sould fight for win. It is not about why people always leave  or everybody’s changing, it means i had finished my First semester (first year) collage in this University. Imagine that! 

Home. i wanted to go home soon. 3 days left. I have to wait it. Its time to see my moma,dady,abang,uni and everybody that missing me already. 

Its how it works.

We become what we think about. - Earl Nightingale

Always draw that positive energy towards yourself. You think, therefore you are. Don’t complain about everything, find faults in everyone or harbor a pessimistic attitude. Be strong in your pursuit of happiness.

brave by sara (cover) 

“that moment when you are walking and thinking about someone and that person exactly beside you. SURPRISE!”

3rd June, 2014. Library, 4floor, half 4chairs.

I’ve been there since 10am and its already 5.10pm huohhhh.

With coldplay song in the cold place. 



expresi muka kalo tau ada cowok yang suaranya keren bisa maen gitar pula.

what should i do?

Im pretty sure that i had a wrong mind. HAHAHA just two weeks for meet each other indirectly. I want to stop this drama queen, hate to relize that im the one who wants to be a millionaire  lonely and need somebody to love. hahahaha h a aha ahah ah aha  ahaa ha.. whats wrong with you, baby? (talk to the mind and heart)


“There will always be a reason why you meet people. Either you need to change your life or you’re the one that will change theirs.”

—   Unknown  (via psych-facts)

(via fvckthislovestory)